Rivals: A Dark Artist Enemies to Lovers Romance by Jessica Myel
Author:Jessica Myel [Myel, Jessica]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: anonymous
Published: 2023-12-31T16:00:00+00:00
Chapter 51
Lachlan
I have no idea where Iâm going. I just have to keep walking. I had to get out of there. I want to throttle her and beg on my hands and knees for her to stop this shit. Itâs not like she can bring it with her to Italy. Sheâs just making things harder on herself. I asked her for a week because maybe she will see itâs worth feeling it all. She has the space to do it because Iâll be there. She just has to let me be there.
Itâs one step forward and ten steps back. But will we ever be a few steps ahead? Is this how itâs always going to be? I know the drugs arenât the only issue. They are part of a larger problem. I canât force her to change. She has to want to stop taking them. She has to want to change.
I keep walking, and the warm spotlights cast an almost romantic glow over the street. Too much energy has built up in me, and I need to get it out. Otherwise, I canât calmly talk to Revna, which is what she needs right now.
I find myself walking past her building and pulling to a stop. She wouldnât go back, would she? Someone rented her room, but Iâm sure Joshua would let her stay with him. Heâs a nice guy. My gut burns, and Iâm angry all over again. Should I go up and check? No, thereâs no way she would have gotten here before me.
I decide to keep walking and come up to the same Gothic-style church I saw a few months ago. Every time I look at it, it reminds me of Revna. Which, admittedly, is kind of weird. Architecture probably shouldnât remind you of another person, but here I am. It looks like itâs still open, and I feel like I should go in this time.
The heavy door opens into a small entryway with candles off to the side. The general area with pews lined on either end of an aisle goes to the end of the building, where an altarpiece hangs. Itâs beautiful with a cross and Jesus carved out of stone. It must be old based on how itâs constructed.
It doesnât look like anyone is in here, but I sense the need to be quiet. I find a pew and plop down into it. The arches and ribbed columns of the building donât belong here in New York, but thatâs kind of the beauty of this city. You wouldnât think many things fit here, yet they do.
The space is peaceful, and I feel the anger due to my lack of control seep away. I know I canât control Revna. Iâm not trying to. I just know this is not good for her. Itâs not going to end well. I have this stomach-rolling feeling that it will end with me finding her in bad shape or she snaps, and I donât mean a fit. I mean, her mind well and truly breaks.
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